February 2012
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I can sense that you probably don’t like me. I know you say you don’t but still. Sigh, just wish things were back to the way they were >_<
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Tumblr is where I vent. If you don’t like, then don’t follow me. What is the point of complaining about it on your very own tumblr when you could just easily unfollow me so you do not have to see anything I write? Honestly, it doesn’t make sense for a person to complain on their on tumblr about someone else’s tumblr when it is their fault for following that person in the...
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How ironically funny. For my S!NG rehearsal today, we were focusing on our solos. Mr. DeSilva was helping me learn how to sing my song for my solo. At the very end of our practice, he asked “Have you ever auditioned for chorus?” When he asked this, I was was pretty amazed. It just so happened that I did audition for chorus the summer before sophomore year. It just also so happened that...
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I cannot even use “I’m just not myself right now” as an excuse—an excuse for who and what I am right now. Because to be honest, I don’t even know who “myself” is anymore.
GO, GO, GO!
Goal: Flatter stomach, protruding collar bones, bigger thigh gap!
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A part of me just thinks I’m not worthy enough to be anyone’s friend.
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The wounds in my skin may be closing, but the wounds in my mind only seem to gape larger.
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Calling myself "depressed."
From what I have observed in society, it seems as if the word “depressed”—this adjective— has been abused to the point where it has lots its true meaning; where being depressed as been mistaken for experiencing that normal emotion known as sadness. Being depressed is much more than just being sad. It is quite sad really that people have mistaken the two so easily. I,...
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“Living well is the best revenge.”
– George Herbert
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Me: Can I call you?
Friend: With your phone?
Me: No, with my sock.
Come to think of it. I really like being single. Less troubles that way.
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Talking to you just reminds me of how unhappy I...
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I always involve myself with the wrong people.
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Endless Sleep
I think the reason why death appeals to me so much is because I think of it as an endless sleep. Nights when I feel hopeless—the only thing I hope for is sleep. When you’re asleep, you never give yourself the chance to exhaust yourself with such dark, depressing thoughts. You’re in such an innocent, blank state of mind. Who wouldn’t want to stay in such a state? It feels...
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“I could watch you for a lifetime. You’re my favorite movie.”
– Cinema (Skrillex Remix) by Benny Benassi
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There are some things that just aren't worth it.
And you, my friend, are kinda at the top of that list.
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No one believes me when I say that I am messed up...
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People these days really have nothing better to do...
Anonymous asked: anon has nothing does not meen that i am too "weak" to show a name. but sure, go ahead and make ppl think u r the victim of anon haters. those ppl do not kno the tru u. u r a bigass fake.
michelleee-k:
So Victoria (@autumndrops) told me about the eye contact he made with mister eye candy. YOU’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH MAH MAN FOR MORE THAN A MILLISECOND. ):
EXCUSE MEH. HE WAS MAH MAN. THAT MAN IS MAH MAN. WHY ELSE WOULD WE GAZE IN EACH OTHER’S EYES FOR SO DARN LONG?! GO AWAY—BACK OFF. SHEESH! LOL
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mich-kay:
Wtf. Indecent people these days. These guys just come up to me and ask for my name and basically asked me to hook them up with @autumndrops. K. This is not how you approach a girl.
Word up. Getting a name doesn’t help you any way so why bother asking for our names? It just makes you look creepy and pedophile-like. Sheesh.
Anonymous asked: u said ask u anything so i ask u: did a glimpse at the list of ppl who liked ur most recent attentionwhorer video on facebk make u reelize the lack of bxshs students liking it aka all the ppl not givin a fuk abt it? n u keep sayin u look ugly and u sing badly to welcome compliments right? lmao just shut da hell up u loser
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“It’s not a dream, it’s a destination.”
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There is just something attractive about a guy who...
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From this point, I have come to the conclusion that I barely have any friends left. As the year progressed, this sudden realization came to thought: my friends were all losing interest in being my friend, losing interest in me. No matter what I did, I could feel it in my very heart that nothing was working. In my heart, I knew that they had been long gone. They had drifted away from me a long time...
Anonymous asked: Whenever someone goes on your blog, it automatically plays George Michael. It's creepy and hilarious at the same time :D
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I'll take whatever you throw at me.
At this point, it doesn’t matter anymore. If you guys believe that I deserve it then I guess I deserve it. I am not going to even try to explain myself anymore because people are bound to misunderstand and judge to begin with. It became too tiring to explain everything to those who choose to quickly judge. If I deserve it then I deserve it. I won’t argue with you people anymore. Just...
January 2012
62 posts
Anonymous asked: i recommend the song "sometimes" by melanie horsnell. not for you to cover or anything, but because it's relatable. as much as i envy you sometimes, i hope you don't end up a fuckup like me.
Anonymous asked: You have a mad lovely voice c:
Anonymous asked: Well responded! :D I understand what you're saying completely. tbh, life just sucks, and sometimes people break you and then just leave you there to deal with all the problems which appear afterwards. Here's to hoping you find some amazing and trustworthy people in your life. Just remember though, there are people who ARE truly sincere and you shouldn't confuse them and mix them in...
Anonymous asked: Also, I may not be saying or making much sense, but I think I speak for everyone here (and even the haters)... regardless of whether it's a close friend of mine, or even someone I've never met before, an stranger on the internet, no one likes seeing another person feel like shit and writing obscene comments on tumblr all day. It's obvious you're having some problems with your...
Anonymous asked: Hey, follower of yours here. I'm not going to unfollow you, but I'm just curious why you post those kinds of things. I mean, there must be a point, right? If you need people to talk to, ask for it! If you just feel like ranting out randomly, tell those haters to gtfo and block them from asking questions! To all those people who "are tired" of seeing these kinds of posts,...
Anonymous asked: can u pls shutup about ur life tlk about it on twitter or sumthing
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Suicide's too easy. I'm taking the fun way out.
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I am jealous of those who are happier than I can ever be.
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Trust me, you’re silently being judged. By everyone.
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Anonymous asked: you never responded to me, so i never really got to say it. thanks for the concern last year.
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Anonymous asked: you like someone right now?
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Anonymous asked: at least do half! i was gonna put all numbers but i thought that would be too much so i only give you half >:(
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mypond asked: 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
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Anonymous asked: 1,18
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kimchikorita asked: 1, 2, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 17, 18 :D, 20, 21, 22, 23, 27, 30, 31, 32, 34, 40, 48, 54, 58, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 67, 69, 70, 71, 73, 75, 76, 77, 79, 81, 82, 85, 86
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Anonymous asked: It's alright because the original is a cover lol >< so forget that and do a cover for we belong together xD I wanna hear you sing that because you have a beautiful voice (:
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Anonymous asked: Aww it's alright . How about we belong together by mariah Carey?(: